GOODBYE, I QUIT

NIKHIL REVIWER , Medical Expert | NIKHIL SHARMA , Senior Quality Analyst |

Updated on Sep 22, 2007 | 09:45 PM IST | 382K

I LOVE MY FREEDOM, IT IS MY MOST VALUED POSSESSION. IF IT IS EVER REMOTELY THREATENED, MY INSTANT REACTION IS TO FIGHT IT. THIS IS NOT ALWAYS LITERAL, AND MY FREEDOM PER SE, IS NOT NECESSARILY OF THE PHYSICAL VARIETY.
AS EACH DAY GOES BY, I FIND THAT IT HAS BECOME IMPOSSIBLE TO EXPRESS MY OPINIONS ON THIS SITE WITHOUT RISKING BEING BANNED. IT HAS NEVER BEEN MY INTENTION TO HURT ANYONE, AND I APOLOGISE HERE AND NOW FOR ANY MISDEEDS DONE TO ANYONE. REGARDLESS, THERE HAVE BEEN NUMEROUS VEXING OCCASSIONS WHERE USERS, MOSTLY ANONS, HAVE BEING SCATHINGLY BRUTAL. I WONT PLAY WOUNDED BECAUSE I HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN LUCKY. I MADE FRIENDS AND RECEIVED LOTS OF ENCOURAGEMENT AND SUPPORT FROM MANY GIRLS ON THIS SITE. I FEEL BAD FOR ALL THOSE WHO WERE AT THE RECEIVING END OF MINDLESS COMMENTS.

ALLOW ME TO BE MORE CLEAR. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SPEAKING YOUR MIND AND BEING OVERTLY MEAN TO SOMEONE. IT IS NO SECRET THAT I AM FRIENDS WITH DELEENA AND SOHINI. I HAVE NOTHING BUT RESPECT FOR THEIR OPINIONS. WHILE I DONT ALWAYS AGREE WITH THEM, I AM HAPPY TO HEAR THEM OUT AND TO DISCUSS MY POINT OF VIEW IF NEED BE. BUT I HAVE NEVER TAKEN ANY PERSONAL AFFRONT TO ANY OF THEIR REMARKS. NEITHER HAVE I FELT A NEED FOR EITHER OF THESE GIRLS TO NOT SPEAK THEIR MIND.
I LIVE IN A FREE WORLD AND EVERYONE'S OPINION COUNTS. I FIND IT HYPOCRITICAL THEREFORE, TO BE A MEMBER OF A SITE WHICH WILL NOT ALLOW ITS USERS TO EXPRESS THEMSELVES. I HAVE SEEN FAR WORSE ON MANY OTHER SITES AND INDEED, I HAVE SEEN MANY FOUL COMMENTS FROM ANON USERS ON THIS SITE. YET, THE MODERATORS HAVE SEEN IT FIT TO BAN TWO GOOD CONTRIBUTORS.
I AM SICK OF DOUBLE STANDARDS AND I AM TIRED OF THE DUMBING DOWN THAT IS PREVALENT ON THIS SITE. IF YOU DO NOT KISS ASS AND SUGAR COAT EVERYTHING YOU SAY, YOU ARE BRANDED A 'BITCH'. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO BEING AN ADULT AND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND SOMEONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS ON A MATTER?

I DO NOT CONDONE ABUSIVE BEHAVIOUR, WHETHER ITS IN THE WORLD OUT THERE OR WHETHER IT IS ON THIS SITE. I JUST WISH PINK VILLA WOULD REALISE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DIFFERENCES OF OPINION AND ACTUAL ATTACKS.

I THEREFORE WISH TO WITHDRAW MYSELF FROM THIS SITE. THOSE OF YOU WHO WISH TO CONTACT ME CAN DO SO ON PSTI@DEAKIN. EDU.AU
I DO NOT WISH TO HEAR FROM PINKVILLA AND I AM SURE THEY WILL DELETE THIS POST AT THEIR EARLIEST ANYWAY.
I JUST HOPE THEY MIGHT RETHINK THEIR ACTIONS NEXT TIME. I MIGHT BE JUST A RIPPLE IN THE WATER, BUT I WILL SPEAK MY MIND. YOU DONT HAVE TO HEAR IT, BUT YOU WILL NOT FORCE ME TO BE QUIET.
GOODBYE GIRLS, AND GOOD LUCK.
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